Awkward Middle Place
Type: Workshop Design
Context: Master's Thesis, Fall 2017 (2 weeks)
How might we facilitate discussions of shame around assimilation?
Hosted workshop where the “model minorities” use cutouts from magazines to express their identity struggles
What It Is
Awkward Middle Place was a co-creation workshop that I hosted in November 2017 as a user research provocation for my masters thesis. I invited twelve immigrants and children of immigrants to express their experiences around race and assimilation by creating a collage of magazine cutouts.
How It Works
Seven banners were positioned around a workspace, each marked with a prompt related to the immigrant experience. Then the guests were given several minutes to clip images from magazines I provided and use them to express a response in the form of a collage.. The artwork was then used to help guide a discussion in which I collected user insights.
Prompts on the banners
What I see when I see you
My friends from home think I am
I want to be perceived as
But I fear
I feel American when
All my life, I avoided being
I aspire to be
Many of the participants expressed feelings of shame, both in being white-washed and in being seen as a stereotype of their cultural background. One of the central tensions shared by several participants was the feeling of being torn between their their native heritage and an expectation of assimilation to white America. This tension was deeply colored by their relationship with race which was often marginalized as exotic, primitive, or even childlike within the dominantly white communities in which the participants sought to belong.